My name is fatimaya

My name is fatimaya. I'm an Indonesian. I am a child aceh. I was born on november 3th, 1995. Now I live with foster father. This is because both my parents had died during the case of natural tsunami. I am very sad, the life itself in this world. No relatives, no parents. family life in the foster father is suffering, because they are cruel to me. I still want to school, but he does not give the money to buy notebooks. I daydream every day, remembering the suffering of this life.
Every day I work is to the garden, so my body weary and tired. In the evening had not had time to learn more because my body tired due to hard work day afternoon.
I do not have hope to live longer, but I did not want to kill themselves because of sin. But I confused. Severity foster father makes me throughout my life sad. Every time I have money to buy books, my foster father did not want to give. But I really need money for school fees. If I did not want to work in the garden, then I am punished, I hit with the broom to squeeze all of this body. I do not know, to me at this suffering. Every day I pray to god, so I was given the money for school fees. Only that my request.
Now, I'm in junior high school classes two large aceh indonesian. At the school I often diejek by friends because of my ugly shirt and knotted. Dirty clothes because I did not wash the soap, not so clean. All my friends at school always make me. That is my fate.

To all the people in the world, through a simple website that I submit this request and demand. Please illicit me, help me, I just want to be school children who are smart and good. Top goodness you give me the prayer that God bless you. Myemail is haruna80@gmail.com